27 February 2014

I'm trying, see?

I honestly just looked at her, like, who are you kidding? Like I was the supreme being there. In fact, in North Korea, the only reason why the blind want to see is to fall on their knees and thank Kim Jong Un. Don't thank the doctor. Thank the supreme being. I saw it.

I'm really scared for my two interviews, Camp Rising Sun's on Saturday and BA's next Thursday. Like, really stressed. A lot. K tried to calm me down, but I ended up just getting mad at him, which is what always happens.

I would like to be more productive with my time. How will I do it?
1.) do homework
2.) stop talking to him
3.) be creative
4.) be responsible
5.) be engaged
6.) don't get sidetracked
7.) read
8.) run
9.) I hate running. Play tennis instead.
10.) don't use my phone and school iPad as much
11.) save for the cultural immersion camp
12.) find a purpose... No... Don't succumb to his ways now.
13.) write
14.) write down a list of all the things that I should do to achieve my own nirvana
15.) write more lists. I always used to do that.
16.) don't let them get too long. Long lists suck.

All I want is you—U2
Could you be loved—Bob Marley
Such great heights—cover by Iron and Wine
Demons—Imagine Dragons (only because of him)
Sunday Bloody Sunday—U2
Paradise—Coldplay
Jenny I got your number, 867-5309, or whatever the name of it is
Little rosa—?
Ringa Ringa—A. R. Rahman